A friend of mine died yesterday.

[Romain / rXg]

Jay,
I m sorry to read this ...
this happen in my surrounding  as well, 2 weeks ago a very good friend of a
friend
cut his veins in the woods ... 23 also, his name was sylvian ( dutch guy and
musician )...
I can't say much cause I'm still under the thing a bit less than my friend
which is still quite confused about it and feels really guilty, but
if some people are really fucked up in their own life, I m quite please they
can still open the door of escaping  even if it sucks for the people who
stay here like us or family  ...
But now those two guys ( and others that we don t know ) are maybe in piece
in the other world if there is one ...
Anyhow all of us will join them again soon or later ...
while we are living we will miss them ...
Love and miss are in interaction ...
When I lost my dad in 2003 I recalled myself what he used to tell me :
"In life, when you lose someone important or even mostly everything, what s
left is memories that you got from them ... Don t lose this last one "
and this is why sometimes I can smile and cry at the same time  in my
spiritual moments ...
sorry for your loss again ...
My compassion   ...
Romain

On Thu, Dec 17, 2009 at 12:57 PM, ibi sum <ibisum at gmail.com> wrote:

> Oneup, Florian Hufsky, a guy I knew at Metalab and worked with on a
> few small things here and there, took his life yesterday.  He was 23
> years old, and one of the most brilliant hacker guys I knew ..
> 72dpiarmy.com, geeq.at, oneup.soup.io.
>
> I am hurting right now, because the last time I saw him I knew he was
> down, and he said he was not well and really needed to talk, but I
> didn't take the time for him because I was "at the lab, and wanted to
> do something creative".  I had other things to do, even though I saw
> something in him that I've seen before, a look in his eye I've known
> from someone else also not so fortunate, elsewhere, and my alarms were
> ringing.  There is nothing I can do now, I don't even know why I'm
> sharing this with you, music-bar, but I am very sad for his loss and
> the decision he made to end it all.  Maybe I hope music-bar will
> understand, music-bar is (usually) always there for me when I feel
> like spouting off about something.
>
> Joost you might remember him, we had a conversation with him a couple
> of times about various things, he was pretty keen on the GP2X hacking
> we were doing, and GPH Wiz and Pandora were projects we were going to
> work some more on together this year.  He is the guy who I did the ORF
> TV show appearances with at the Museums Quartier in 2007 as part of
> the 8-bit gaming DIY discussions being held by the guys at Shop
> Subotron/Electric Avenue.. But now its over, a life is no more, and
> all we have to remind ourselves of this bright, talented guy, is his
> code sitting somewhere on a server, the games people are still
> playing, the blog posts I've read 10 times today to just try to say
> goodbye, and a never-ending loop of "What IF .. " going on in my head.
>
> Take care of each other, folks.  Life can be good.  OneUp, you master
> pixel-pusher, rest in peace.
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